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Jin Ling ⬤ The Untamed
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[inheritedpain]

Why wouldn’t I come!

[ He barely even looked at the weird misshapen pillow thing, all of his attention on Sizhuiand hugging him even more tightly when he felt the boy slump against him, his heart skipping a beat out of worry and empathy.

He’d inherited something from his mother, after all. ]

I wouldn’t just let you be alone!!

[sizhui]

[ Just lightly shakes his head against Jin Ling's shoulder. ]

Not what I meant. I know you wouldn't not come, because you're you, but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate it or that I'm not grateful. It's...

It's just disorienting.

[inheritedpain]

It's not fair, is what it is, [ Jin Ling points out, a flash of fury on his friend's behalf, knowing that Sizhui rarely allowed himself to feel mad about anything, even when it was deserved. ]

I don't understand - why is it always you? There's plenty of people here! Why does it have to keep happening to you?

[sizhui]

I'm... I'm sure there are others who have to see people close to them leave, too, A-Ling. And perhaps it's all right for them to go --

Except for Mr. Wen.

[ Things that Sizhui doesn't register: what he just called his friend. ]

[inheritedpain]

[ Sizhui might not register it, but Jin Ling certainly does, glad that Sizhui can't actually see his face when it heats up a little bit.

He doesn't correct him. If any of his friends has the right to call him A-Ling, it's Sizhui. ]

I don't care about who other people lose, I care about you. [ He says it in a bit of a rush and doesn't actually think about what he's saying before he says it. What does it matter? It's true anyway. ]

It's not alright! If we're going to be here we should all be here together.

[sizhui]

[ Sizhui gives a shaky sigh, hearing the words making so much of a difference. Even if he knows the words won't change anything, they somehow still do. So he swallows, squaring his shoulders a little. ]

Thank you. It's... we can't change who comes and goes, I guess. But here and now, you are here, and I am glad.