Jin “I’m not tsundere, you're tsundere!!” Ling (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
inheritedpain) wrote2020-01-18 01:48 am
inheritedpain) wrote2020-01-18 01:48 am
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Jin Ling ⬤ The Untamed
residential district ⬤ couch surfing hobo
moonblessing ⬤ iris
residential district ⬤ couch surfing hobo
moonblessing ⬤ iris
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w
what does it matter where i have moles!!!!!!!!
or what i’ve
thAT’S
WHO CARES HOW MANY PEOPLE I KISS ANYWAY
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well, you are young and handsome its no surprise
i just hope you will continue making time for your father with all these
friends
im sure that you will
youre a good son
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he’s going to damn well die. ]
you’re so
of course i’d make time for you don’t be stupid!!!
just tell me where you want me to be and i’ll be there!!!!!
and it’s not like
it’s not THAT many
i just
it’s
it’s nice to have friends for once!!!
stop making it weird!!!!
[ are you sure he’s the one making it weird, jin ling ]
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[he's not trying to get jin ling all wound up, despite what the smile that he feels on his lips might suggest.]
i'm just happy that you have friends
you deserve to be surrounded by others who realize how wonderful you are
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what do you know about how wonderful i am or not anyw
[ He regrets the statement before he even finishes it, goes to delete it, and presses send instead.
fuck ]
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i know you are
you got it from me
[jin zixuan, you were not wonderful either but you came through in the end.]
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i wish
i was never able to live up to you
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please don't make me tell you about the time i ran away from your mother in tears. i'm not sure you're ready.
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what
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i cannot
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alright
[but is this going to make him feel better or worse?? zixuan has regrets.]
my father, your grandfather, hosted a night hunt and invited everyone to take part. i wanted yout mother to come, i went to her personally, but i let her believe that the invitation was from my mother because
because i was too prideful, too stubborn.
it turned into a spectacle. there were misunderstandings and arguments, and i regret to say that i did nothing. your mother was going to leave when i finally gathered up enough courage to tell her that the invitation was really from me, that i was the one who wanted her there.
...unfortunately, my courage ran out. i ran away.
[feel better yet, jin ling? oh wait.]
you can ask zewu-jun if you don't believe me. or hanguang-jun. or wei wuxian. they were there, and if they remember the hunt, i'm sure they'd be delighted to back up these facts for you.
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why would i ask them
i believe you
why did you run away
the only story people kept telling me was the lotus garden
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but i was still a boy in some ways. i had feelings that i didn't know how to express properly, and i was ashamed. so i ran away.
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well
of course you were never afraid of monsters and stuff
but i don’t know
i don’t see why this would make it easier to live up to you
i
so what if you ran away then you made up for it four times later
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you will live up to me. and someday, surpass me. i have no doubt of that.
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why are feelings so hard
he just grips his phone for a while ]
yeah well
if that's what i have to do to make my father proud of me then i'll do it
[ He had enough Yunmeng Jiang in him to attempt the impossible. ]
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it’s too much, his heart is fit to bursting and he can’t take it
he leaves his father on read for two hours and then just sends: ]
love you too