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Jin Ling ⬤ The Untamed
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[lanofsizhui]

[Very slowly, he looks up at him, makes eye contact, and he relaxes, his shoulder less hunched. While not everything between them is clear, he becomes a little more grounded.]

Jin Ling, your memories here are important too. I don't know...I don't know what came over me. [Other than groundless fear and insecurity] but...hearing that, I feel better.

[Better enough, but the guilt remains. For coming onto him like this, for acting so unseemingly and irrational. For testing against his temper and make him upset. He wanted to apologize, but he rather would not lest sinking far into his own inferiority. He didn't mean to hurt anyone. Not even to the other version of himself. Now that he knows the truth. He doesn't feel any less.

Slow inhale and a nods.]

I would like that. We'll figure things out. And we're okay as long you're okay.

[inheritedpain]

It’s not like I don’t get it. [ Mumbled a little quietly, and half too himself. His duplicate made him incredibly insecure, and if their positions were reversed—

Well, Jin Ling would probably have been a lot less graceful about it. ]

I just don’t want to mess anything up, either.

[ He let his hand fall back to his side. ]

I’m fine. I’m not the one I’m worried about. [ A beat, a hint of colour as he looked away. ] Not that I’m worried!! [ He was worried. ] But you know what I mean.