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Jin Ling ⬤ The Untamed
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moonblessing ⬤ iris

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[inheritedpain]

look it just felt really nice, so!!
we figured we'd do it more!!

and then we talked about it i guess

harry kissed me because i would drown otherwise but i
if he wanted to kiss more
i wouldn't mind

look

it's not going to be the same anyway
even
well i mean even he and i aren't as close as you and hanguang-jun are right
he's got other people he cares about more than me so it's not like

you know

whatever




but honestly if you're really asking me the question 'how do i know i want to kiss someone' you probably do

otherwise why think about it

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[resurging]

i'll be very honest with you jin ling, i wasn't expecting your romantic history when i asked this question

but thank you for trusting me with this information!

i will safeguard it and keep it close to my heart

as for kissing lan zhan

[ okay give him like five minutes to continue this reply it'S coMplIcaTeD ]

[resurging]

jin ling, i am very confused.

[inheritedpain]

i was just trying to help!! with illustrative examples!!!!


but okay so

what's confusing about it

do you not want to

[resurging]

i want to.

i very much want to!!!

i'm a little scared with how much i want to, actually.

but lan zhan doesn't want to! but sometimes he does things that make me think he does! and then i get confused!

[inheritedpain]

well

sometimes people don't want to kiss us back i guess but

i mean

hanguang-jun is kind of
like i don't think he's super into you know
physical affection or whatever

but you've told him that you want to, and he said no?

[resurging]

...no. if i tell him that and he says no then it'll be very weird living with him, and i don't want him to feel uncomfortable in his own home. i can't ask him. he's already looking out for me, i don't want to make him feel like i'm taking advantage of his kindness!

he touched my stomach though. and my chest. after he gave me alcohol! it was weird and confusing.

[inheritedpain]

[ jin ling feels like he needs to be given alcohol for this conversation, too ]

well then you don't actually know

you just assume he doesn't

look


i know it's kind of

scary to talk to people about these things but it's different on this world, right

we can't go without touching people forever or we'd literally die

so you don't have to be like


hey hanguang-jun i really really want to kiss you because i like you a lot so you do want to kiss me back too

you can be like

hey hanguang-jun you're like my best friend and i want to help so if you want to kiss sometime to moonlace i wouldn't mind that either



plus i mean

he's not gonna throw you out
no matter how stupid you're being
or how awkward
or loud

he already knows all these things about you so just trust him

[resurging]

why do i feel like you're insulting me somehow. not very nice of you, baby nephew! is that how you treat all your uncles!

[ this reminds wei wuxian, though... ]

he did say he wants to moonlace with me.

[ by the gods ]

jin ling what do i do? does he want to moonlace as friends?

[inheritedpain]

how is it more insulting than you calling me a baby every time


well


what's wrong with moonlacing as friends

if he said he wants to why not just say you want to too

i can't read his mind

but hanguang-jun would never say something like that if he didn't mean it

[resurging]

you're an actual baby, how is that insulting?

and why does everyone call him hanguang-jun? what happened? who gave him that title???

there's nothing wrong with moonlacing with friends, i moonlace a lot with friends!

it just

it's so

what if he wants to moonlace with other people

[inheritedpain]

i'm not a baby!! i'm nearly as old as you!

it's
oh
yeah he gained that title during the sunshot campaign
why would i call him anything less
it would be pretty rude of me
you're allowed to call him whatever he says you can







okay

so what if he does want to moonlace with other people?

would you be upset

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[resurging]

[ it's ten minutes this time. he went to walk out on the device, since he can't WALK OUT ON YOU PHYSICALLY. ]

[resurging]

a happy lan zhan makes me happy.

[inheritedpain]

so you're being dumb again

you took ten minutes to decide that was your answer huh




it's okay to not want him to, you know

i'm not judging you i'm just asking

[resurging]

i'm not his anything!

well, his friend, that's me, and that means a lot to him, but when he finds someone he wants to fall in love with, he has every right to pursue that. he deserves to love someone as freely as he wants to.

i don't want to be that friend who gets all weird just because their friend's in love with someone.

[inheritedpain]

are you seriously leaving me on read

[inheritedpain]

you




fine

you can just say you don't agree with me you don't have to just leave

[inheritedpain]

see if i care

[resurging]

are you sure you're not jiang cheng's son

[inheritedpain]

whatever

i'd be proud to be called his son

[resurging]

anyone would be proud to be the son of yunmeng jiang's pride, jin ling. if they're not, they're idiots.

you're still a pretty loud child, though.

[inheritedpain]

don't start

i've heard enough about how my upbringing ruined my manners or whatever

don't you start too, not again

[resurging]

this isn't about your upbringing, jin ling. what i'm saying is you don't have to be angry all of the time. it's okay to feel vulnerable. being strong also means that you admit when you're weak, even if it's just to yourself.

[inheritedpain]

who said i ever feel vulnerable!!

and i'm not angry all the time!!!!